Ok, so fears. More or less everything, really, as those of you who know me will understand. But I'll try to at least get them into categories.
For as long as I can remember, I've been terrified of vomiting - either doing it myself, or someone else doing it near me. If someone throws up, I have to leave the room. They say that when you have children, you learn to cope with this sort of thing, and that had better be true, or my kids are on their own.
2. Fear Itself
They say there's nothing to fear but fear itself, but fear is pretty freakin' scary, so I think I'm justified with this one. I have a kind of panic disorder, which means that I can randomly start freaking out at any moment. This tends to liven up parties for other people, but not so much for me.
3. Losing My Friends
I'm not sure what I'd do if all my friends somehow disappeared. But probably not Good Things.
4. Seeing Friends Trapped By Bad Choices
Sometimes my friends do crazy things. And then I get scared that they won't get back because they'll be too ashamed or something. And then I work myself into a frenzy, and that doesn't help anyone.
5. That I'll Never Be Free From Fear
Medication helps keep the bogey man away, but they haven't get discovered a drug that can work well in the long term without developing side effects after a while. It would be nice if they did, or if I just stopped being anxious all the time.
6. That I'll Mess Up My Children's Lives
Not that I have children. But if I do, at some point in the future, then I'd like to think that I could help them to navigate to adulthood without any major traumas.
7. That My Children Will Be A Bit Dull
I still don't have children, but if I do, I want them to be interesting people, who are fascinated by everything and can find good in everything they come across. I want them to live and love and be creative and positive and to generally make the world a better place.
8. Going Blind
I've always had a fear of darkness in general, and blindness in particular. I'm quite fussy about my eyes, and getting them tested and stuff, just in case.